One of my biggest challenges since I left the corporate world to walk my own path was constantly under-valuing myself.
I was doing it in all areas of my life but especially relationships and finances. I did it while I was working as an English teacher, in selling my art and charging ridiculously low as a therapist and healer.
It was painful because I worked so hard on myself for so many years to be ME, to be this amazing woman that everybody was talking about, yet I didn’t feel it, definitely see it but couldn’t own it.
That made me frustrated, angry with myself, trapped, hopeless and many times desperate because I just didn’t know what else I could do. I’ve been working on myself for 14 years, million hours of therapy and self-work and still playing small, still holding back, still not believing in my amazingness.
My dream has always been helping others. I did it through motivating, kicking asses, through my optimism, my joy for life, giving hope, showing example but when I decided to do it as a living things weren’t flowing.
Long story short: I had issues with money.
First I discovered I was angry at money, then I discovered my whole family had resentment against money, then I did more therapy, more reprogramming and well I didn’t stop until I released everything which I could possibly find and could hold me back to create an extraordinary life just the way I’ve imagined it.
It turns out it was never about the money, it was about me. All this time I was looking for something that was out there, trying desperately to figure out the “hows” and the “whens”. It was all along about my worth, my value.
If deep down we feel unworthy and not good enough for any reason, we will under-value ourselves all our life in basically everything. No matter how amazing people see us, how much we know, how much experience we have, how smart, how talented, how absolutely amazing we are, WE WILL ALWAYS play small, hold back, hide, sabotage our success, our possibilities, our future, afraid to ask an equal share for what we deliver.
BUT this doesn’t have to be like this. You can leave behind, release and let go of these beliefs no matter what happened in the past, no matter how long you’ve been carrying it with you. And the good news: it can be done fast thanks to my blueprint I created based on this past 15 years.
If you are an ambitious woman with a big dream, you want to make a difference in the world, you want to help others, it's UNFAIR to hold back from your potential students, clients, customers, the world.
You are here with a purpose, you own it to yourself and the Universe to start living your TRUE and GREATEST potential, to share your unique knowledge, experience, skills and talents with 100% confidence, certainty and trust, owning it, truly owning it.
It’s time to SHINE your LIGHT. It's time to live your PURPOSE.
Teacher, coach, therapist, motivator, artist